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Fundamentals #4- Reliability

In merit of the healing of Yitzchak Simcha Aaron Ben Basya Bluma from The Ultimate Healer. Some times I feel like I am in Limbo.  I have heard others talk about this when it comes to finding a Shidduch Hagun,  or other situations, as one who is going through a healing process that involves  the back and forth , or "in an out" that sometimes is present when healing. I need in my Relationship with You to know I have my ground to stand on.  I need Your Reliability., I Need Your words of "You will never abandon me" to be as true as the Sun comes out every morning! "Roka Haaretz Al Hamayim"

Fundamentals #3 Basic Needs

In honor of the spectacular Healing of Yitzchak Simcha Aaron ben Basya Bluma In the same way that a mother davens to Hashem for her children for their basic Motor skills , and basic functions work like walking, like running, like standing, like jumping, writing, using our hands to feed ourselves etc...  I daven to You Hashem thanking You first for all of these gifts You share with me and then I ask You for access to all my specific individual basic needs I need in order to live and serve you without ever accepting less than what You provide as the natural reality of the world.  You provide food for even the raven and animals.  Your provide rain , You provide Water etc... You breathe life in all of us!!  So may all the basic needs be taken care of  Yitzchak Simcha Aaron ben Basya Bluma as is Your way. "Hanosein Lee Kol Tzarchee"

Fundamentials in our relationship #2 Hearing

In honor of the beautiful  healing of  Yitchak Simcha Aaron Ben Basya Bluma, biezras Harofei Cholim. In the same way a mother has joy when her son speaks coherently so can know what he needs and relate to him in a deeper and meaningful way,  I need to hear You Hashem guide me, teach me in a Coherent way so I can work with all the world you have given to me and fulfill Your Ratzon.  Umilamed L'enosh Bina" "Atah Chonein L'adam Daas"... Umilamed L'enosh Bina"

Fundamentals I need in our relationship #1 You have to know me

In honor of the beautiful  healing of  Yitchak Simcha Aaron Ben Basya Bluma, biezras Harofei Cholim. In the same way it is the most appreciated and necessary for a son to recognize and know his mother and a mother to recognize and know her son no matter what ;  I need to know You Hashem always recognize me, and I recognize You . Atah Chonein L'adam Daas...  I need this gift from YOU and when I have it as Daas and my self awareness, internalized then I can relate to the world. 

The light behind the curtains

In this very long Golus night there's a lot of light behind the curtains. Sometimes we see it coming in like through a Crack of a thick wall. Sometimes its a ray through the curtains. No matter if we see it or not, the light is there. In the brocha of yotzer ohr ,my understanding is as follows, Yotzer ohr, Hashem first created the light. The yeshua and refuah is always prepared before the hardhip. Then, uborei choshech , The darkness was created. Hashem then made peace between the 2. Osei shalom .. Uborei es hakol .. And this is the way he created all of nature.. The light needs to get extracted from the dark. It's there. We just need to look for it and sometimes persevere. In the end we'll find it wrapped up in darkest places. That's actually where our greatest growth and light forms. In Eicha 1,3, we see the expression of being trapped between the boundaries or narrow places. We also see the expression of the walls of tzion crying.2,18 When we come to places in...

Open Your Hands...

On this day of fasting, I want to share my insights on the verse of Poseach es yadecho that we say in Ashrei 3 times day. 1. Poseach es Yadecho - You open your hand(which is the source of plenty), Umasbia lchol chai Rotzon - And you feed them according to "their wants". Note: Hashem's generosity goes beyond"needs". . An Expression of Hodaah - Gratitude   2. Poseach es yodecho umasbia l'chol chai, Rotzon - "with your willingness". Meaning, you make their wish, (those who are Chai Ratzon) Your will. An Expression of Hodaah- Gratitude   3.(this one is a teffilah, versus the other 2 were hoda'ah.) Poseach es yodecho - please Hashem, open your generous hand, Umasbia lchol .. And now I pray for all that are suffering from eating disorders, and I have in mind some specific names too.. Chai - life through gentle and effective healing, Rotzon - and an appetite to eat..   4. This one is an hoda'a again.. Poseach es yodecho,umasbia lchol, Me and...

"R'ei na b'onyeinu"-

In S hmonei Esrei we ask Hashem,  "R'ei na b'onyeinu "- Please Hashem see our pain and finally redeem us. Right after this teffilah , we ask Hashem , Tka b'shofar godol, And we finish with Mekabeitz nidchei amo yisroel . Our tefillah is not complete when only asking for redemption of the affiliated. We want to see a redemption of every Jew united from around the globe. Tisha B'av's destruction of the temple happened when Jews lived together one lifestyle, with a Bais Hamikdash, in likelihood. Still there was so much hatred, that Hashem dispersed us all over the world after the destruction. We are now a very diverse Am Yisroel. Maybe this was meant to bring us to a place of correcting Sinas Chinom by really learning to love each others in our diversity and differences.. By: Faiga Leah Landau