Elokai Nitzor Lishonee Mayrah. I have been given the framework in which to daven to Hashem in my Siddur. A place in which I can master articulating what it is I really want. By the time I reach Shmone Esray , Each Bracha helps me express what it is that my Neshama needs to express, custom tailored for me.. The more I dissect the words and try to understand them, the more I get clear about my higher purpose ..Just as what happens with learning Torah.. Tefillah is truly so healing..and Life restoring to me as I am able to restore me more and more Biezras Hashem Who gave us the gift of Siddur (order) through Tefilla. After I am able to experience this speech of Tov, This speech of my Neshama and see what is possible… I say, “Elokai Nitzor Lishonee Mayra” Hashem, The Source of All Powers, I know what is possible and I need this gift of “speech” protected. I can’t bear to damage this. I need this protection and to con...