I realized, I can sing "Hallelujah! in a whole new new way!
After I sing all these beautiful attributes of Hashem ***
I experienced a sense of consolation, I can release the "Me" and allow for so much more..
He offers us the world literally as described by Dovid Hamelech.
I cant' even begin to fathom His gifts.!.
לא בִגְבוּרַת הַסּוּס יֶחְפָּץ. לא בְשׁוקֵי הָאִישׁ יִרְצֶה: רוצֶה הּ אֶת יְרֵאָיו. אֶת הַמְיַחֲלִים לְחַסְדּו
He does not desire the might of horse, nor does He desire the "thigh" of "the man"
I don't think He wants me to experience "all the world on MY shoulders"..
It is not my job to control every detail..!!
I understand this verse as saying ,
Hashem doesn't want this from me.. otherwise I have reduced His heavenly gifts to the "might of horse", and the "thigh of the man", to basically bones, to "nothing" G-d forbid.
The way I understand it, is that He wants me to be a "Miyachel L'chasdo", to live with the awareness of Him, by living with "Hope" of His Chesed , His abundant and unlimited Life Force and Kindness.
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It is my heart He wants!
It is my Aspiration of and in Him He wants
And....I want that too!!
Concepts shared were taught to me by Rabbi Simcha Weinberg, n''y
***The Builder of Jerusalem,
The Gatherer of the outcasts of Israel,
The Healer of the broken hearts
The wrapper and binder of wounds
The Counter of every star
He calls each one by a name
Our Master is Great is Expansive in His strength
His Understanding cannot be calculated
He supports the afflicted
He lowers the wicked to the ground.
Respond to Hashem with gratitude, and sing your music to our Lord with a "Kinor"
He gives food to the animals and young ravens who call out.
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