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How has your Modeh Ani Changed during Covid?

 Modeh Ani has changed at the height of the crisis, it was, wow, I'm fighting this invisible enemy, and have another day in which I'm waking up, and I'm relatively healthy. And for those who have survived this terrifying illness that thank God, by the way, it's different. You know, I've been in ICU and I've been in really bad shape. But they're, they were dealing with, you know, an infection. They were dealing with a neurological issue. It was defined, it was identified, and so they were able to do it and they were able to help me. This is much different. It's an invisible enemy so that that type of Modah Ani  is different. It's a different type of Modah Ani because every time my wife goes outside, and let's say she  has to go to the store, or she has to go to work, it's different because when she comes back in, there's always that sense. Oh my gosh, you know.... And so, there are reasons every time I bring in the mail, bring in a package, there are reasons that we're constantly at risk, and this waking up in the morning and another day without it. Baruch Hashem , Bli Ayin Hara is a different type of Modah Ani.

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